just because

"Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it. It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk anything, you risk even more."

source: Google

making a statement

I LOVE MY FRIENDS ALWAYS!!

And I hate to see them hurts.

I know I'm not gonna be good enough, but trust me I'll always try to be there when you needed me the most though we have different path of life and we are busy with it. If being by your side and just listen to you cam cheer you on, that what I'll do. And I have a faith on you that slowly I opened up myself to you.

By the way, thanks for always being there when I needed friend the most.

Yours truly,

athy

random note: cheesy post. I know. hahaha feels like want to do so today XD

we talked

one of the conversation during last night. It happens when I hang around for a while at my friend's room watching them studied for midterm test this morning.

friends 1: (while reading notes and suddenly) aku rasa aku patut tukar boyfriend la!

me: apala kaitan?

friends 1: xda...

me: -_-"

after a while, at the same room.

friends 2: aku rasa aku perlu dating la

me: apahal korang tok =.="? apa kaitan dengan natural product??

haha =.=" I wonder what the connections are.. They just panicking when they haven't covered all the chapter and started to talk about randomly. And actually there are more topics that we converse, funny ones like stupid and embarrassing moments during childhood, our raya memories even about things happened in KML few years ago and if I stayed longer there will be much more. But I couldn't, because I don't want to disturb them study and also I have midterm as well today. Plus, my body kinda beat have been working all day, from sukan air to Fiesta Aidilfitri. My legs hurt, so does my arms and my throats. I really feel want to skip class today and go back to sleep but I can't because my test is on 8am this morning.

And hell, its raining outside.. it will be awesome if I'm sleeping right now T___T

random: the other conversations could not be included here as its privacy matters and lets its just keeps between us for laughs

Challenge. Day 1

10 things about me

1. I have some traumatic experiences with cockroaches. so I’m phobic to them.

2. Currently I should study instead of tumblr-ing

3. Honestly, I never fall in love before. I don’t have first love. Pathetic, I know =.=”

4. I am clumsy and forgetful. I always forget and misplaced my stuffs.

5. I am childish inside but people doesn’t really notice it.

6. I don’t know what my talent are or whatever that makes me unique from others. I am so ordinary.

7. Secretly, I have a crush. I really sure it is a crush. hahahaaha

8. I realized I eat a lot when I’m stressed. It becoming a habit lately.

9. I have low blood pressure. =.=”

10. Since I was born I have asthma, but I trying so hard to handle it and never show it to anyone.

Actually I just copied it from my tumblr.. heheheh.. but all this are true.. So now, you just know 10 things about me which I don't recall if I did mentioned about it to somebody or not. hehehe.. but everyone knows me they know about #1. hehehehe

hidup ini penuh cabaran

I did this on tumblr, so I think I want to post it at here too.. hehehe

10 days challenge!!

Day 1: 10 things about you

Day 2: 10 things you love

Day 3: 10 things you hate

Day 4: 10 things you want to say to one person

Day 5: 10 wishes

Day 6: 10 items you can’t live without

Day 7: 10 important people

Day 8: 10 of your favorite songs

Day 9: 10 ways to win your heart

Day 10: Final 10 words

and it begins..... next post..^___^

not so awesome post

If I make a countdown it will be around 13 hours or so left before my midsem test started. And I only have covered a half of a chapter. Though there are only 2 questions, it is gonna be 2 super-hard questions. So far, I don't have any intention to fail so I'm trying hard here. But since the last 4 hours, my brain is so saturated with all those British standards it makes me want to puke. Not to mention my head feels like it want to blow. At least the good thing is, I'm still being positive here. Attempting to make the reading and calculating just to figure which type of steel rods used is fun. I know, I know, it is not but hey, its the only way that I can get through all of these.

I guess busy-ness is going to struck me at any time now. With all those activities need to be held, projects and midterm and so forth is kept coming, I am quite amazed with my brain because it can hold everything in it without bursting.

Okay,okay Jomheboh attacks Kuching this weekend. YUHUUUU!!! Hopefully I won't be too busy so I can have time feeding the needs te socialize out there. heheheheheh. I really hoping I qram Dinzly would be there too. Last time, I didn't got the opportunities to take pictures with him..=( Anyways, lots of sales going on and I might looking for new phone number to buy. Digi perhaps.. hehehe, I wish they having book fair or something like that..

And now, time to facing the book again... I wish I can answer well tomorrow..

Here we go again

cuti dah habis. means, now classes time =.="

Aidilfitri this years has nothing different much from last year except that we traveled a lot that 1 week due to lots of business need to be settled. Anyway it always been fun though its tiring me much. And yes, it makes me sick. I came to UNIMAS last Sunday with a flu and runny nose. I hate it huhhu...

There are lots of pic taken but not edited yet, so might be on my next post.. hehehe..

I was thinking bout photoblog, to post all the pictures that I took and edit. But I don't know I have time on it or not. I shall just do it right? hmm... might be later.. ^___^

now.. this is quite short post than I expected.. I'm running out of ideas..

finding way

Raya is tomorrow. Super yeay!! walaupun penat but I think its worth..Family gathering.. and I saw all my cousins grown up. (sounds like I'm old)=.=" anyway, all the shopping, the cooking and the baking is done.. Its time to have fun. =)

I learned new abbreviation during this holiday. OMG!! thats it? sound familiar right but it stands for "Oh Menarik Giler!!!" hahaha.. its came out during my shopping session with my sisters....

I seriously is out of idea. It started as a prank but it gotten so big then lots of people think its real so I don't know how to stop it. Maybe someday I just come out and say, "hey guys, no worries its just a prank!". When? I don't know.. ehehehhe

mm I have no more idea to write.. so Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri y'all!!

holidays

pfftt.. I'm slow. hahah. Holidays is actually already started a few days before and I've been enjoying it. My flight was on Friday's morning and I arrived Sibu around 7 am. Then i feel so tired and slept until noon, maybe because of jetlagged.. HAHAHAHA.. From kch to Sibu.. well.. Maybe because all the pressure, the stress that messed up my life has been lifted away once I arrived at home. It feels good somehow..

DAY 1: I went shopping. I bought a pair of open-toe wedges and a blouse. Also buy a pair of earrings and make ups.. Then foods!! heheheh
DAY2: My day started with biscuit's smells.. ummm... smell so yummy! Help my mom baking as Aidilfitri is around the corner. At afternoon, again I went shopping. This time around I bought a longsleeve shirts and a pair of long pants. oh I also went to optical shops and make myself a new glasses. my degree is increased to 4.00 at both of my eyes..sigh. And also I found two cute and adorable dresses.. I would buy those if I have enough money though. Then we stopped buy at McD and bought our fav meal.. heheheh
DAY3: its baking day!! I helped my mom bake 3 cakes and I felt awesome! feels great when doing something that we love right? Yes I love baking. maybe I'm not that good in cooking, but I good in baking.. hehehe.. My mom and I even talk in opening a bakery.. hehehe.. well mom, don't you know that's in my life plan? And for this day i only went out taking my already made glasses and yes I'm wearing it right now.. I know, I know.. aweessoome~ I also went to my uncle's house and play with my naughty michievous litte cousins.. what a great day!!!

and for today.. no plans yet.. but yes I have to pack because tomorrow is balik kampung!!.heheh.. and I'm still deciding on which dresses to buy. Those dresses are too cute to let it go.. hhuhuhu..

nO Pictures. becaus I'm using mr.M lappy and I'm lazy to transfer the pics.. hehehe