When bad things happened and everything is terrible for me I'd just say, "I'm fine" and smile. My friends will just looking at me and few seconds later, they hit my head and say, "You're not. What's happened?"

Honestly guys, that makes me a little want to cry, but surely I'm not. And you guys make me spilled my bad days to you. Then you crack a jokes and we laughed. And same things happened if you the one had terrible days. Except, I don't really have a jokes so I just listened.

Anyway, the point is : I miss you all so much..