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I have two more papers left. You know the fear is getting stronger. Fear of failure. Fear of letting people down. Fear of the fear itself. Just thinking about going to exam hall scares me a LOT. Lots of thought, negative ones, wander in my mind..

I know I shouldn't think like that, but last semester seriously wound my confidence. It does make me think twice before I'm saying capable or great at doing something. I hadn't get a guts to take any big risks. I'll tried to lay low but being JPK makes it harder to do so.

dah2. study gik.

p/s: actually I already forgot what I want to blog :D