Monday, October 31, 2011

blaming on what?

today officially jadik fan of He is We. tau tak sape? g google. I first thought band laki.. skali dgar, suara perempuan plak. Actually stumble on their video time cari lagu Greyson Chance.. yang penting I like their songs. ada yang happy, upbeat song, ada jugak yang sad,dark and ominous song. My first fave right now is He is We-Our July in the rain. A very short song but sangat menyayat hati.

anyway post kali ini is about the thoughts yang berlegar dalam minda while hearing their songs. Dalam menghayati lagu2 dorang aku sempat menganalisis sifat2 my past relationships.. well, terfikir, eh, why it doesn't work out? Everything just fine tapi tak sampai ke mana. things I never care before. knapa sampai sekarang I single.. the answer? ntah. I have no idea. but this is perasaan aku about relationship. it scares me out. Being in relationship means you open up your heart to the other half. Open up our heart to someone makes us feel vulnerable. that's the scary part. being vulnerable. entah kenapa, tapi I don't think I'm ready yet to be that close to people. Being hurts once taught you to be more careful next time, no?

ok.dah. mengarut pagi2 buta. bye.

Thursday, October 27, 2011

update kedua

hello! dah nak masuk midsemester dan ini adalah post aku yang kedua.. huh.. sibuk tak sibuk =.=" banyak benda yang menyibukkan aku dan seperkara lagi..laptop ku rosak!!! uwaaa T_T skarang blogging guna laptop lama kakak. sobssobs.. x best y'all, guna laptop orang. haiseh..

anyway, nothing much to update. saya budak tahun 4 so projek ada banyak melambak.huhuhuhu..

and nak crita.. last two weeks, I was a choreographer! awesome.. yes, before sy juga pnah choreographing, but this is different. the 1st choreographing job adalah ntuk performance. this one untuk competition. sempena pesta konvo. and budak2 tu all juniors and mostly first year. so fhm2 jela ke-excited-annya.. it was challenging. why? first sorang pun xde basic modern dance, adela sorang tu okay tp dia budak shuffle. dan diorang sangat passion. that makes my job fun.. betul cakap orang,bila kita buat something yang kita suka, jam berlalu dengan cepat. kalau kat kelas, baru 15 minit duduk, dah start jeling2 kat jam..hahahha anyway, nak cakap, pressure nya semestinya tinggi. Ditambah pulak dengan komitmen2 yang lain.. latihan dahla time malam... tapi apa yang aku suka, we all had fun. And the best part is, jumpa budak Showdown 2011. waseyh.. *actually, aku x pernah tgok pun showdown* anyway, with experiences dan trainings yang diorang ada, of coursela diorang menang. Tapi still aku bangga dengan crew aku, sebab dahla all-girls, then first-timer pulak tu.. so I know korang x baca ni, I really proud u know. terharu..

Tu je la yang aku nak cakap. len kali I cerita lagi k. hahahha