Saturday, June 22, 2013

keep calm and keep writing

I want to write a lot of things, but I have no idea what to write, so I copied these questions and answer it

1. What was the highlight of your week?
//final exam. I am totally mentally exhausted.

2. Whose car were you in last?
//my sister's. Which most of the time, I'm the one who drive. 

3. When is the next time you will kiss someone?
//no idea. I never planned anything like this. hahahaha

4. What color shirt are you wearing?
//green-ish grey. 

5. How long is your hair?

6. Are you good looking?
//yes. I think. 

7. Last movie you watched?
//Children who chase lost voices from deep below. It has Japan title but I don't know how to spell it. It's an Japan Anime film. It's an emotional movie.

8. Who were you with?
//while watching the movie? alone. 

9. Last thing you ate?
//double cheese burger.

10. Last thing you drank?
//mineral water. because it's freaking hot today

11. When was the last time you had your heart broken?
//couple years ago. I think.

12. Who came over last?
//hmmmm..... somehow I don't understand this question. 0.0. Someone, please enlighten me.

13. Are you happy right now?
//i think so. I try live happily every now and then.

14. What did you say last?
//"mmm." *nodding head* I was agreeing to something.

15. Where is your phone?
//in my bag.

16. What color are your eyes?
//pitch black. 

17. Are you left-handed?
//nope. I am right-handed, but I can use my left hand pretty well too.

18. Spell your name without vowels:

19. Do you have any pets?
//nope. I don't feel like to have one, anyway.

20. Favorite Vacation?
//hmmm.. any vacation I have with my friends.

21. What do you dislike currently?
//annoying people. 

22. What are you listening to?
//commercial breaks from tv. I just listen to it rather than watching it.

23. If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
//a boyfriend. eh, it's not a thing. well, my own car, my own place.

24. What is your favorite scent?
//ocean. or after rain

25. Who makes you happiest?
//my friends. rayyan. 

26. What were you doing at midnight last night?
//watching anime I think

27. When is your birthday?
//November 9th.

28. Who has the same phone as you?
//I've no idea. I guess people more into Iphone or Samsung, so I haven't found someone use the same phone as me. yet.

29. Last time you went swimming in a pool?
//wow. It's been a while. Let's see, it was around the time that everyone busy with fyp reports. So May 2012?

30. Do you read your horoscope?
//seldom. If I came across to it, I will read it.

31. Where was the last place you bought something?
//Green Shop. I bought Pringles and a can of Nescafe Mocha.

32. How do you feel about your hair right now?
//It's fine. I keep it growing for now.

33. Do you bite your nails?
//Usually not.

34. Do you have any expensive jewelery?
// No. I'm a student. and I'm broke

35. Do you have any expensive jewelery?
//same as above.

36. Myspace or facebook?
//Facebook. Is Myspace still exist?

37. How fast have you driven a car?
//100 something km/hr. But I usually drive slow.

38. Have you ever smoked?
//Yes. I was. Being experimental, they said. pfft.

39. What was or is your favorite subject in school?
//art. hahaha. I always anticipating art class.

40. Do you have Verizon?
//I don't think so. What is Verizon anyway?

41. What type of boy or girl do you usually fall for?
//someone who work hard for his dream. who can knows me well. Truthfully I don't have any ideals. Heart wants what the heart wants. So, it's hard to say specifically.

42. Do you have any hidden talents?
//hmmm. no. Or maybe I haven't figured it out yet.

43. Favorite Song?
//Madness. by Muse. or Still into You. by Paramore.

44. Do you like to sing at all?
//yes, despite having no talent at all.

45. Dream Job?
//Saving the world. hahahaha.

46. Where does most of your family live?

47. Are you an only child or do you have siblings?
//I do have siblings.

48. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?

49. What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
//where's my phone?

50. Do you drink?
//yes. it's a human need after all.

51. Know any other languages?
//I do. I know a little bit of French, Japanese and also German. I'm not sure if I can converse it well though.

52. Ever write a coded message?
//sarcastic yes, but coded no. I'm not that creative to put up something like that.

53. Have you ever been IN a wedding?
//do you mean married? no. I don't. but if you mean have I go to other people's weddings, yes.

54. Do you have any children?
//nope...I'm still too young to be a mother.

55. Did you take a nap today?
//No. It's a long day to me.

56. Who has the same birthday as you?
//a senior and a junior(which is the same age as me) in my secondary school. my own friend, Biya.

57. Ever met anyone famous before?
//yes I have.

58. Do you want to be famous one day?
//No. I don't. I don't think I like to be in the limelight.

59. Any Pet Peeves?
//hmmm.. a lot though.

60. Are you multitasking right now?
//nope.. not on this moment.

61. Do you like Britany Spears?
//Britany? do u mean britney? I do like her. I was a fan of her, but not so much now. 

62. What is your least favorite chore?
//laundry. hahahahah

63. Last place you drove your car?

64. Ever been out of the country?
//no. sadly.

65. Where were you born?
//miri, sarawak

66. Could you handle being in the military?
//I don't think so. I'm not fit for hardcore tough activities like that.

67. What is your average cell phone bill?
//I don't know. Sometimes, I can last rm30 for few months, and sometimes I can finished Rm30 in a week

68. Who are you thinking about right now?
//No one in particular.

69. When was the last time you laughed REALLY hard?
//yesterday. During hangout with my friends.

70. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
//now I think I only have around 6-7 pair of shoes. I wasn't much of a collector.

71. Are your toes always painted?

72. How many piercings do you have?
//now.. 3. 

73. What are you doing today?
//like my previous post, waiting.

74. Have you ever been gambling?

75. When is the last time you updated your page?
//Blogger page? I'm updating it currently. Facebook, twitter and instagram are updated regularly. 

76. Do you like rollercoasters?
//i want to ride it!!! I never get the chance though.

77. Have you ever been to disneyland or world?
//not yet.

78. Do you have a favorite cartoon character?
//A lot. Mirajane Strauss from Fairy Tail because she is freaking badass.

79. Last thing you cooked?
//grill fish?

80. How's the weather?
//terrible. It's hazy these few days, so it is hot all day long.

81. Do you e-mail?
//when needed..

82. What's the stupidest thing you ever did with your cell phone?
//drop it. the screen cracked. stupid.

83. Last time you were sick?
//currently. hahaha

84. What states have you lived in?

85. Do you wish you could move?
//i moved all the time.. hahahha

86. Do you take all the quizzes?

87. What is your dream car?
//hmm.. honda city. or Kia I don't know the name, but I saw it once at my faculty. My lecturer's new car.

88. Have you ever wanted someone you cant have?
//i did. But then I think it was stupid. So I moved on.

89. If you could be anywhere right now where would it be?
//anywhere but here. It's too tense here.

90. Are you happy with your life?
//YES.pretty much.


which means waiting in Japanese, if I'm not mistaken.
which what I did the whole day today (technically yesterday but now is just 12.20am so who cares.)
and I'm pretty impressed with myself.

Patience is never been my virtue. That, I am very well aware of. That's why I'm impressed. Since I woke up this morning, my mom asked me to 'tapau' chicken rice from SCR because my grandparents coming, and we have nothing much in the kitchen to cook. So I went to SCR and go 'tapau' something. So I have to wait.

Then, as usual, I have to pick my sister from work, and again I waited for her. Since my mom craving for egg  tart, we went to bakery to buy some egg tarts also other breads because this week somehow a lot of guest coming to our house. Then there is massive jam (comparing to other city in the world, this 'massive' jam is nothing) around Bulatan UITM, so I waited patiently for the traffic jams.

Then this night, my sister and her family came here from KL to visit my mom and I was asked to picked them up. I was told that they arrived at 9pm but probably due to severe haze at Peninsular, they were delayed for 25 minutes. And also, my nephew's stuff was a lot, so we have to wait for the luggage as well.
And so, there I was, eating alone at McDonald and waited.

So that's that. I waited. Patiently. Part of me was proud, part of me starting to get annoyed.

I guess, when we grow up, we become kind. Probably because we tend to understand others feeling. Anyway, I just hope that this positive day continues on. Who likes to be negative all day?

Thursday, June 20, 2013

4 more hours. or so...

I was actually in the middle of studying and now I'm spacing out. Then I realized, my head is already crammed in with words but I still don't know if I can answer this coming exam. Yes, you've read it right. COMING exam. Literally around 4 hours to go. my last paper for this semester. My brain decided to stop cramming last-minute revision so at the end here I am after wandering for a while. Anyway, this is going to be end of my 5th year of my 4-year course, and no, it's not the end, yet. Sigh. I still have one more semester to fight.

Honestly, this is pretty a spontaneous post. I suddenly thought that it's been a while that I'm in here. The last post was on 14th February. The valentine's Day. And my post was a quote about the depressing feeling. On a Valentine's Day. wow. I felt pathetic all of sudden. =.="

There's a lot of things going on in my life, definitely. I guess this is pretty much the transition phase, so a lot of things going on. My friends moved on to the real world and for me to observe them is somewhat feeling surreal and I can't help but feel overwhelmed. Because of that, the dynamics of our friendship going through change and evolved. It's harder to hangout casually now, as we live different places and have different priorities in life. Despite that we still look out for each other (thanks to the technologies, it's easier). We have deeper conversations, as we reflect a lot from our own view. I think it's a good change, and I'm adapting it.

Anyway, these thoughts remind me of how far have I gone in my life, how much that I've changed, and make me miss all the good times. Now that I've put words out here, I can continue revising. So, til the other time.