in memories

UPDATED: READ HERE
Alfatihah to my bestfriend Rashidah Mohamad. moga dia ditempatkan di tempat2 orang yang beriman. In memories 1989-2010.

I knew her since we were form 1. We both been placed in one dorm and since then we're friend. Form 1 until form 5 we grew up together even not in the same class. We played together we slept together, we went through all those high school ventures together. Knowing her help me grew up better. We both learned about friendship, trust and faith.

I got the news of her accident yesterday evening. It was shocking and yes my mind goes blank. All the memories rush in my brain.

I don't know how to explain my condition or my feelings or whatsoever here. It just... hmm...

So all I can do is to move on and pray for her. She was my friend and she always be.

Bek, ku redha pemergian ko.. semoga pemergianmu dilimpahi rahmat daripada Allah.. Amin~~

hopeless romantic~

Got this from Facebook. Hmmm to be truth, the description is quite accurate.. Determined, checked. Others, checked.
But.... Hopeless romantic? Hahhahahahah ME? am I? I never know bout that.. Haha

Very Intelligent.. I don't think so.. or maybe I don't realized about it myself.. hohooh

Do or Die. Yes. I won't do something I know I can't do. When I do something I do until the end.

And Yes, who doesn't? I like to enjoy my life to the fullest...

p/s: I do serious want to know if I am look like a person that is a hopeless romantic. Am I?

habit

bad habit die hards. True. Procrastination one of the major bad habit I'm having. As you can see, there are lots of things happening, but none of it been updated here. First I am so lazy right now. Second it was busy weekend and this week is hectic so no time to update.* I steal my rest time to blog* hahah. Third, idea dah hilang.

And yeah I procrastinate a lot. It ruined bit by bit my life so right now, I'm trying to reduce it.

sometimes..

Sometimes all I want to do is going home, go to my mom's room tuck into bed beside her and sleep. Sometimes all I want to do is just that.

Sometimes I just want to do nothing and let time flies.

Sometimes I just want someone to hug me and say everything is fine. And that sometimes could be right this moment.

Sometimes all I want to do is cry. Crying for every little things happened. Crying for how it led my life into. Crying for all the mess I made in my life.

Sometimes I just want someone understands and listen to me.

Sometimes all I need is someone to be there for me when all of this moment happened.

Sometimes that's all I care about,and that's all I need.

But everytime, when this sometimes happen, I could only write about it to myself.

freak out!!

Yes I'm going to freak out..

I have to make sure everything done by today.. EVERYTHING. I have two assignments to go. which is both hard.. After this have to send the receipts to the college and memorandum pelepasan also need to be sent.

And last night was a blast. There's a void here and there but I guess it acceptable since its our first event. Sharing Moment. ^__^ Will update more about it later because this just a quickie update.. heheh..

mimpi yang realistik.

Aku just nak cakap, mimpi yang ku mimpi semala so realistic. Selalunya kalau mimpi mesti ala2 Alice in the wonderland. Ni tak, macam dunia sebenar, lebih dramatik dan serius, kalau betul2 happened, ^__________________^ kan best... heheheh

Mimpi indah walaupun sebenarnya aku tengah mimpi aku bergaduh dengan seseorang. Tapi seperti biasa mimpi aku semuanya fairy-tale. Happy ending. Tu yang bahagia tu. Hahahaha.. dah3. jangan nak berangan.

Lupa nak ucap, Good Morninhg, y'all!

Selamat menjalani hari yang busy ini. hehe..

Its so fluffy I'm gonna die!!!!

I want to watch this T__T Why oh why Despicable me is hard to find. The good quality one..

Red eyes!! Don't look at my eyes. Serius. Don't look. You might get infected. When this week Ineeded to interact with lots of people, Sigh. What to do..

I have tons of meds..hahaha..

I officially have 3 projects. 2 design projects and one analysis project. WOW.. O.O

I have a slide and I need to clear up about catering thingy, plus a poster need to be done..

Doctor asked me to rest..

I found out that McD just finished the GCB stocks. I'm so frustrated!!

Basically I'm tired and full

It's SOOO FLLUUFFFEEHHH!!! XD I like this! d^__^b