I know it seems like I'm this strong person who can get through anything, but inside I'm fragile. I've had so many things thrown at me, and each one has only made a crack. What I'm afraid of is shattering.
and now I am falling apart. I am trying to hold my grip as tight as I can but I keep falling. The harder I try, the harder I fall. I couldn't find the best way to tell my friend and ask for help without burdening them.
All I know is, my heart breaks. I just couldn't do this anymore.